i'm freeing my soul, detaching it frm everything and it's really hard....it's really not me but things seem to be looking up *hu am i kiddin* is it really? the right has taught me wrong and though it may seem trival....it's not to me....everything feels weird...there iz this air of vacancy drifting arnd me...oh wellz....life still goes on doesn't it? but i'm living for all the wrong reasons...and the best part iz...i dun even noe wad they are...haha...anywayz....i'm lyk freakin out these days....abt erm...dun wan to sae....make me sound so....haha lets juz sae it's reputation damaging...i can ardly believe myself....i'm goin crazy...insane....bonkers!!! wheex! it's delightful in a funny way too. haha i'm feelin naughty!! wheex! wad shld i do?? play wif matches and burn my clothes off hahahaha....i hope my hair doesn't catch fire....if not it'll look lyk my mom's....lolz...not a pretty sight though wahhahaha! utterly hilarious!!! haiz...ok...so right now....i'm happy abt erm... materialistic stuff?? *bangs head against wall* cannot cannot....haiz....anywayz....anywayz....u muz be thinkin i'm tokin crap agn...haha...wellz dun bother...i was juz pourin out my tots... atleast i'm almost freed...and i hope i dun fall back agn......
yOzIeS! i'm studyin at mc's tmr.....anyone care to join??? feel free to...wheex! *praying tt there will be an empty seat*
yOzIeS! wahahaa tonite's dinner was soo funny! who wld like to guess y.....hahaha okok...i'll tell you...but first i muz advice u pple readin tt my mom only knows a few of my friends...so dun get any funny ideas...it all started of abt me takin abt being in cat class last yr and the 2 cat helpers were made to tok to me one dae...and so they asked....wad if one dae i get the callin to be a nun...wld i be? well my ans was..."NO WAY!!!" God muz be crazy to call me...*at tt time* can u imagine wad kind of havoc i wld create??? wahahaha i'll walk arn'd in underwear doin striptease and swinging my habit. haha...and where wld i get tha money to buy a convertable?
mom: and old lao pork one lor...
kiara: haha...and i can't go the tha beach and sun tan...wearin shades and funky earings...
mom: hahha...can u imagine if teri, joan and anne become nuns as well haha...4 bald nuns on tha beach!
kiara: bald?? i dun wan to be bald!!!! eeewww.....heh heh..i'll buy a wick!
mom: eh heh heh...joan can be mother superior hahaha.....
kiara: yar...i'll buy a parrot and teach it to sae " i wish mother superior wld die soon!" and father Ho can bring in his parrot which says "Lord hear our prayers"
mom:haha...and teri will go "Oh! adam giv mi a kiss!" *she remembered hearin tt frm teri since our CNY hse visit this yr-juz a joke hor* and maybe by tt timehe'll become a priest ahahaha
kiara:haha...anne can play her maksim pieces and stick her world map on the ceiling...haha
mom: and wif her makeup and lipgloss.....haha...*does the 'anne' pout*
kiara: haha obakak!! wahahha....
mom: and timothy will be a priest...and justin also...hahaha...
kiara: hahha...think father william Goh!! *immitatin his indian accent* " my deeaar brrrothers and ssssiisssters!! how ish this pooossible??" wahahaha justin can be a sissy priest ahahaha
mom: hey it can happen wad...you pple will make revolution happen!
Kiara: huh?? but how? no birthday parties down town and watchin movies or giggling ourselves silly at sakae sushi.....
mom: can lah! y not? you all go together as a group on ya day of break lah...and if hazel becomes a nun she can also add to the fun...haha...the slow one *excuse my mom...she can be very critical at times*and gerry still taggin behind...not converted yet...haha
kiara: eh...but we will all be bald wearin funky earings!! wheex! haha and if anyone asks...i'll juz sae we juz had Chemotherapy wahahaha!!
dad: *calls frm the kitchen* eh! u pple eat faster and come in lah! people muz think u all siao laugh until lyk tt out der!!
mom: haha...and by tt time if comet iz still arnd....ahaha *i dun see wad so funni abt tt*
kiara: haha joan and her hamster...oh! now it's guinea pig! ahaha....can u imagin mother superior goin googoogaga over them...ahhahaha
mom: i think the pope muz come down and see this for himself!
kiara: haha...we'll all make up the nuttery *derived frm nunnery* i dun care! i'll blast the radio
mom: no way! got mother superior there...
kiara: i'll go disco dancin! wheex! and sing "funkin hell and i wanna go home!!" in tha bathroom!!
mom: hmph! u better go confession...
kiara: I JUZ DID!! plus it's part of the song! it's not my fault!!
dad: if u ever get called to be a nun...ya whole mindset will change lah....
kiara: haha...i dun think so...we r too pervertic!! haha...teri will be painting nude potraits! all the nuns there will go..."JESUS!" why them?? of all people??" ahahha
mom: i wouldn't be surprised if i go and visit u all one day....haha*she laughed so hard she started fartin* *i ran frm the table*
END OF CONVERSATION!!-did i miss out anything? if i did i'll come back and add it ok....haha
if u dun find this hilarious...i think u hav to hear it for yaself.....haiz...i noe...i'm bad at tellin jokes...rite...i better go...ciao! oh boy! i hope God nv calls me to be nun...i'll definately go crazy...i can't take tt kinda life....seriously!!
yOzIeS! wah lau!!! y nobody online ah?? got some secret gatherin tt i dunno abt izit? oh shit! wad did ms ng sae abt wah lau?? *recallin* something abt it being guy's a****** sth lyk tt...haha hu cares....nuthin to do wif tha female haha..okok....can someone bloody hell tell me how to change blog skin? i'm afraid tt everything might be erased with it...haiz....oh yar...yesterdae i saw this cute guy walkin his golden retriever..ermz....i wonder if it was that guy whom ahem ahem had a crush on...hmm...if so...den her taste izn't too bad..wahhahaha wad garbage am i tokin abt? oh fine...i nearly killed my dog...he actualli breathed a sigh of exhaustment and dumped his ass in th middle of tha road...infont of *u noe hu* sheesh! i literally had to drag him away frm tt barkin GR.....haiz...so to torture him i gav him an extra long walk tt dae..haha but guess wad..on the way home in the car, i caught tt guy *frm sfx* walkin his girlfriend home... actualli it was my mom hu spotted him...and she made my dad drive round another time juz to hav a better look....she juz couldn't believe her eyes....*sweatdrops* he nearly turned arnd and saw us in the car....how kpo can she get....sheesh! ah wellz..better get on wif mi hw...target-to finish it by end of this week...*counting sundae*
yOzIeS! yahoo!! multi taskin iz gd for ya baby!!! it makes ya brain more active and inproves hand-eye-ear-mouth coordination!! believe it or not!! and it SAVES time!!!! loads of time...but tt stupid bitch thinks otherwise..."cuz if u fail ya prelims ah.....i'll blah and i'll blah blah blah....and u can go and work in mc'donals for all i care....balh blah blah....." sheesh! i'm so sick and tired of hearin her nag....can't she juz FO??? bloody annoying...you're depriving me of maximising my time and potential....uh oh..now i sound lyk i'm giving a tok on sch values....shoot! i better shut up before my brain sprouts anymore gibberish.....ciao...gotta do my mathz....ARGH! *braindamage*
yOzIeS! ahz....another insane day has gone by....i can finally feel the eletricity of words flowing through my brain...activating my thoughts......yay! this time...it's english words...i repeat....ENGLISH!!! my language of my thoughts....hmm....speakin of thoughts....did u noe tt thoughts could be evil...noe wad? todae i was thinkin sadistic thoughts.....haha...quite grusome actually.....oh...but basically i mean evil in a diff way...evil in the sense tt they hurt u....like when u think too much and u get all depressed and down in the dumps....and thanx to wad?? nuthin but those evil thoughts....ok...it all started of good and everything...lyk enlightening you and bringing u up to the next level of erm....standard?? as in not up to ya standard-standard. right... bother bother...these stupid thoughts of mine keep gettin me into sticky situations...i juz realised tt i an even write a script on it....it's pretty scary....it's lyk i'm daydreaming a conversation wif someone and i'll sae my line out....lyk..."i told u so" out of tha blue....sheesh...it's dangerous....hu noes wad kinda gibberish crap abt my secret love like i might blurt out one dae. actually i almost did...worst still...to my own reflection in tha bathroom....*screams* i'm becomin an insane self-toker...and dun get me wrong....i'm NOT in luv wif myself....haha....tt juz came out wrong...ok... yar...so back to thoughts....so far tha pervertic *not found in the dictionary* mind of mine izn't in action yet...thanx to chinese...*curses* i'm missing my pervertic thoughts....thoughts, thoughts, where art thou pervertic thoughts? haha....i noe i noe...todae i'm a little obsessed abt shakespeare todae....holy crap! wad kinda insane maniac am i turnin into.....haha....pple muz think me nerdy....*bleah!* shhh.....dun spread this or i swear i'll kick ass....haiz....so where do i THINK i'm headed to right now?? straight for F9 for mi maths exam tmr....argh...do i care? sure i do....my brain does...my body doesn't...sheesh...tt sounds wrong....haaha...which might actualli be a gd thing....yay!!! ello to e pervertic side of muah!! cookie....think dirty thoughts...*chants* did i lyk hear tt on findin nemo or sth?? sth to do wif their fish tank?? not sure...oh wadever... hmm...juz wonderin..i mean...thinkin...how come they dun set essay qns on thoughts?? i think i might juz score A....haha...i'm braggin..*agn* dun listen to me. alrighty.....ltr got nip tuck!!! yippy! hooray!! i simply lurve tt grusome sadistic show!! slice baby slice! hmm hmm...tt juz look great....wahaha! korosen la!! heh heh...can't help it....juz gotta watch and make it food for thought...lalalala....ciao...
*one crappy entry*
~kiara~
no unnecessary attention required
"Would You Be Happier"
Woo
Did you ever wonder where the story ends,
and how it all began, I do (I do, I do, I do, I do)
Did you ever dream you were the movie star
with popcorn in your hands, I did (I did, I did, I did)
Do you ever think you're someone else inside,
when no one understands you are (you are)
And wanna disappear inside a dream
but never wanna wake, wake uuuuuup
Then you stumble on tomorrow, and trip over today
[Chorus]
Would you be happier if you were someone together
Would the sun shine brighter if you played a bigger part
Would you be wonderful if it wasn't for the weather
You're gonna be just fine (gonna be just fine)
Are you not afraid to tell your story now,
when everyone is done it's too late (too late, too late)
Was everything you've ever said or done not the way you planned, mistaaaake
So you promised that tomorrow, be different than today
[Chorus]
Would you be happier if you were someone together
Would the sun shine brighter if you played a bigger part
Would you be wonderful if it wasn't for the weather
You're gonna be just fineI think you're gonna be just fine
You're gonna be just fineSo don't worry baby
You're racing for tomorrow, not finished with today
Would you be happier if you were someone together
Would the sun shine brighter if you played a bigger part
Would you be wonderful if it wasn't for the weather
I think you're gonna be just fine
Would we be happier if we were someone together
Would the sun shine brighter if we played a bigger part
Would we be wonderful if it wasn't for the weather
I think we're gonna be just fine
I think you're gonna be just fine
Don't worry baby
Gonna be just fine
Don't worry honey
Gonna be just fine
Don't worry baby Gonna be just fiiiiine
yOzIeS! Argh!!!! i'm juz so sick and tired of people making decisions for me and ruining my life!!! i think u shld noe whom i'm referin to....anywayz....O level chinese iz tmr....i dunno if i even hav faith in myself.....oh wellz.....i'll juz let things be....i guess i'll wake up wif another heart attack tmr...and hyperventilate during my exam....haha....i wonder what the results will be like. oh yar...sth funni happened todae...haha...i sprayed deoderant on mi dad's boxers and he went arnd the hse smellin lyk a perfume pot...haha.....haiz....didn't go session todae...spent the whole dae studyin.....i think i'm a little insane rite now hahahaha hehehehe heh heh heh muahahahah Wheex!! oh wellz....i've nuthin better to sae...this place iz dead....hu cares....ciao!
~kiara~
yOzIeS! here's mi fav chinese song...haha i guess this iz the onli one i'll like...
童话
忘了有多久 再没听到你
对我说你最爱的故事 我想了很久 我开始慌了
是不是我又做错了什么
你哭着对我说 童话里都是骗人的
我不可能是你的王子 也许你不会懂 从你说爱我以后
我的天空 星星都亮了
我愿/要/会变成童话里
你爱的那个天使
张开双手变成翅膀守护你 你要相信 相信我们会像童话故事里
幸福和快乐是结局
（会）一起写我们的结局
~kiara~
